i took her
out the crinkle of wax paper
like it was gift wrapped-
christmas day
in the middle of summer
god some of the wrapper
clings like clothes to skin
peeling in the hot sun
i press
my teeth in
carefully
the chocolate bends
gives with a gentle snap
not too easy
a little resistance
just enough to feel earned
vanilla
god the way it holds
firm, yet soft
dense, but not stiff
that perfect middle
like it was made
to be bitten
slow
she stuck to my teeth
to the roof of my mouth
a little cling
she really wants to stay
the corners
they're always better
i can feel their edges
firmer
cooler
they seem to fit just right
meeting the back of my tongue
and out of nowhere
i feel cold melt
run
down the sides
between the cracks of fingers
doing their best
to keep her whole
i trace every drop
but some touch the pavement
no napkins
no breaks
just
the act
the melt
the holy
collapse
of something
never meant to last...
by the time i finished
she was gone
and i was
quiet again
sticky
grateful
and no longer
burning